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Teaunieaielltheirstories,butRaycouldtellyouhowmuchhemissedplayinghisguitarwithoutspeakiimeshemovedhishandsacrosstheairasifhewereplayinghisfavoritebluesscale.Healwaysgavemeaslightnodwhenhesawmeeintotheeeting.Heluitarstories.AlthoughhehadbeenaGanderHillforoveradecade,healwayshadasonginhishead,inpartiethathesaidhehadbeenwritinginhismindsincehisarrival.Helookedforlayingagainthewayatsthedaysuion.
WhenmygroupformallyestablisheditselfatGahemenwereallowedanightofcelebrationtowhichtheyviteowofamilymembers.ThenightofthecelebrationwasjustlikeChristmasfortheTheyhuddledwiththeirlovedoheyhadouseveralmer.SincehisfamilylivedinTexas,othecelebrationasRay'sguest,butheatientlyformetoarrive.Asherehearsedhissonginhishead,Iwalkedintotheprisonwithaguitar.
Raytuguitarasifhewereputtinghislifebaony.Ihaveneverheardaguitartubeforeorsineoverhisshoulderahank-yinghissoheguitar.IwatchedRay'sfingersdahestringsasiftheywerehimself,runningfree.Andforthosefewmoments,he>
到1993年春天,我已骗去过甘达尔山监狱好几次了。这个时候,我见到了雷。父亲带领一个小组在那里教授犯人们学习交流和说话的技巧。我是一名大四的学生,言语交际是我的主修课。后来,我在甘达尔山组织了自己的学生志愿小组。
教授怎样交际就得让他们讲述自己的故事,然而雷不用任何言语就能告诉你,他是多么想弹吉他。有时候,他的双手在空中飞舞着,就好像他在弹奏着他最钟爱的布鲁斯曲调。每次他看到我走进小礼拜堂组织集会的时候,都会冲着我轻轻地点点头。他很高兴能够有人分享他的吉他故事,尽管在甘达尔山监狱已骗住了十几年,可是他的头脑中骗常回**着乐曲,尤其是那首他说刚进来时就在他头脑中写好的歌。他盼望着能够再次弹奏吉他,仿佛孩子在一天天地数着,巴望着暑假快快到来一样。
当我的小组在甘达尔山正式建立时,这些犯人得到准许可以请一两个家人,和他们一起参加庆祝晚会。对他们而言,庆祝晚会仿佛就是圣诞节。他们和亲人们团聚在一起,他们有几个月,甚至更长的时间没有见面了。雷的家人住在得克萨斯州,他们没能来参加庆祝晚会,然而他耐心地等待我的到来。当他在脑海里排练着这首歌的时候,我走进了监狱,手里拿着一把吉他。
雷给吉他调准音,仿佛在把自己的生活调回到和谐有序的时刻。在此之前以及之后,我都未曾听到那样的调音。他回过身来看着我,点点头向我致谢,接着用吉他弹唱起他的歌。我看着雷的手指在琴弦上舞动,就像雷自己在自由奔跑。这一刻,雷完全是自由的。
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Losingsomeonewhootbereplayoneelseisharderthanlosingmillionsofdollars.Ihavebeeedbymyexperieooverotionaldisturbandingthattherearethingsthatotten,andgainitheuhefriendship.Whefriehehadlungcer,mylifepletely.IknewIwasgoiIdidn'tknowitwouldbesohardtooverethefeelingsthatheleftmewith.
Wewerefriends,nularfriends,butwewerebestfriends,whiseverything.Wewoulddtogether,suchasplaysoccer,playpianoandguitar,walkoandactawayfromhomeandhidesomewhere,ditchsdthroartyonMonday.
&hebesttimetogether,butuookallthatfromme.SometimesIaskmyselfwhyithadtobehim,mybestfriend,apersonwhotrustedwitheverything,apersoodotomakemehappy,apersonwhowasthebestpartofmylife.Hewouldgiveeverythirengthenourfriendship.Hewasafriendaysbei.
ItwasthenightofApril14,1999.Iwillthatday.Heeshoweredintears.Helookedverysad."What'sgoingon,whyareyousodepressed?"Iasked.
"I'm,I'mgoing,andI'mgoingto..."hesaidslowly.
&oppedtalking,Ididn'tknoasgoingoy,buthekhionthshewashavihing.Thatdidn'tbotherhimmutilthatmomeedadoctor.Ilookedathiseyes,andIsawhisbluecoloredeyesblurringintoshadowsofadreaIuoodwhatwasgoingon,butIdidn'tcry,beewifdid,thatwouldreallyhurthisfeelings.Ilookedathimagainandsaid,&quwillbejustfine;youjusthavetotakepropercareofyourself."IheflameofsadburningandIingmytearsfromfalling,butIknewIwasstroohandlemyself.
Thatmomentwasfollowedbyajoke,whi'treallyremember.Iomakehimlaughaionsgoaway,Ibegantellingsoodjokes.Hestartedtolaughveryhard,buthecoughedtoo.ThatwasthelasttimeIsawhimlaughingthathard,thathappy,thatsadatthesametime.
OIgota,askiogoandseehim,becausehewasn'tfeelingveryaysthereforoher,soIwentthere.Helookedallwhite,andhisblueeyesdidn'tseemtobeveryhappy.Iwastryingtofoolmyself,ainginmymihingwasgoingtht.Iakemyselftobelievethatitwasreallygoingtohappen.
Itwas2:30amwhenhefinallytoawoofusaloedtalking."Iknowwhat'sgoingtohappeyoudon'tworry...I'llbeallright,becauseGodisgoingtotakee.Anddon'tbesad.It'snotlikeweoiheragain?"
Heaskedmetoholdhishandhard,aoldmethatourfriendshipwilllastforeverhappens.Hegavemealetterandsaid,"Wheneveryoufeelit'stimetoreadthis,justopenit."Iyeyes,andwithinsedsIfelthispulsestoppumping,andadarkinsideofmyhalefteverything.HisblueeyeswerealreadydI'tdoaomakethemlookbackatme.
青葫剑仙 室友他想当我男朋友很久了 清风无念 丁香鱼和橄榄树+番外 情歌+番外 鬼话妖谭 红颜枯骨·连城(原名:连城惑) 双仇记 譬如朝露 人间世+番外 人兽情系列 蟒缘+番外 英雄联盟系统之异界穿越 都会奇缘/往事且随风 铁如意 断阳春一 展翅飞翔 遇见你是我宿命的审判(原名:双飞) 断阳春二 长似初相识
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